Silly notes

You voice was soft when I saw you ... sorry for the sniffles... one cold a year.... it reminded me that it had been too long since I had made an entry on this and it made me think of the day you left me this note on my car...  Je t'aime beauté.

I missed you today

I missed you today.  The kids were playing in the pool, I was putting lunch on the table and I thought of you.  I guess I missed our sushi lunches, that picnic in the park that evening.  I particularly missed holding your hand, and you in my arms.

Soon enough, je t'aime beaute!

your call

I loved your call this afternoon.  Your voice was sweet and tender.  Just the tone and timber of your voice.  It always feels good to hear your voice.

I am so looking forward to seeing you again.  I know it will be a little while, almost another two weeks,... but it will be worth the wait.  And when I do... I can taste your lips already.

Je t'aime, beauté.

Contre un mur

Toi.  Contre un mur.   I looked into your eyes, I nearly disappeared inside of them.  You held me with your eyes; I could not look away, I could not see anything else except you.  I was yours, so completely yours, in that moment.

Je t'aime, beauté.

Ma voix

You said, Je veux être avec mes enfants et entendre ta voix..,... or words to that effect.  Possibly the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me.

Je t'aime beauté.

Ta voix

Ta voix, m'excite.  C'est comme je suis teenager encore une fois.  Il n'y a rien de plus excitant et rassurant mais d'entendre ta voix.   On ne peut rein prévoir dans l'avenir, et on n'a pas de droit de rien demander, mais dans le futur je t'aime ma beauté!

Les décisions

Les miennes étaient déjà prises, il y a quelques années, et je pense les tiennes sont déjà prises, il y a longtemps.  Mais mes circonstances ont rendu l'implantation très éfficace cependant les tiennes sont pas si faciles.

I know this difficult. It tears me apart to see you struggle, and at the same time, I could not love a woman who did not struggle with this. I admire that you approach this with care and love; that is a strong place to start.

But this is about the future, not about the now.  And your future is as bright and beautiful as you are yourself.  Your future belongs to you, and to no one else.  It will be filled with people who love you and who you love. 

There is strength and happiness, ahead, and the knowledge that we chose our path.

Je t'aime, beauté.